Was just reminded of my grandma when watching the Channel 8 7pm show "Your hand in mine".

The scene of the grandma just calling the granddaughter up to ask her home for dinner, 'cos the grandma cooked the granddaughter's favourite soup. However, all that the granddaughter could do, was just saying "ahma, ahma, ahma...", 'cos she wasn't feeling so good due to some relationship stuffs. And after that, the grandma was sooo patient, trying to get the granddaughter to say something.

Sensing that she didn't want to say anything, she just taugt the girl how to cope with whatever she was feeling, by laughing.


In real life, how many of us have our grandparents calling us, wanting to tell us something?
Have we been to busy to listen to them talk, listen to them speak?

When I heard the granddaughter said "ahma, ahma, ahma....", tears just flow from my eyes.
It just triggers something in me.

Well, I don't know how to continue from here.
 

Just wanna say that we should really treasure people around us.
We all know that, but are we really doing it?
It's easy to say, but it's hard to do.
MEAN IT FROM YOUR HEART.   

 

This is the only pic on the com that I have of me and ah ma only.

Today, 18 Jan 2010 (Monday), marks a very important day to me.
Today, a day that I would always remember.
Today, a day that brought shock to me.
Today, a day that one of my dearest left me.
Today, a day of sadness and shockness more than happiness and joy. 

My dearest ah ma passed away in the afternoon.
I'm not very sure of what happen as to now. Hopefully will know more when my mum gets home later on.

Seriously, I did get a shock, when I saw my dad's sms!
'Cos grandma has been quite healthy, with no 'obvious' sickness.

*Ok, mum's home now.

So, right now, grandma's body needs to undergo autopsy, and the family is awaiting results.
The funeral will start tmr, and ends on Sunday.

Heard from mum that grandma has been feeling rather down these past few things due to some worries she had for her children, and grandchildren. So, there's still a deeper truth to be revealed.

            表侄女, ah ma, mum, and I                            ;                One of my closest cousin, HY, ah ma and I.

 

My grandma is one of the greatest woman whom I respect, admire and love.
She's one who shows truth strength and perservence, seeing her go through so much together with ah gong.
Her life is not easy, but she never gives up.
Her kids are not easy to bring up, but she never gives up.

Her inner strength, her wisdom, her love for people, her way of interacting with people, her way of talking to her kids and grandkids, the way she encourages; they lift people up, they edify people, and never put them down.

To her grandkids, everytime when we talk about school, exams, and whatever, she'll just encourage by saying she's so proud of us to have attain till a particular level, and to keep on working hard, bringing glory to the family.

Remembering the carrot cake that you and ah gong always love to buy for us!

Ah ma, just want to tell you that I love you a lot!
I know you know it in your heart.

 

In loving memory of you, my dearest ah ma.

I always like to say or write something that has a deeper meaning, in a different way.
Therefore, don't just judge upon what you truly see or hear.
Look deeper.
Think deeper.
Feel deeper.
* There's always a deeper meaning to something, whatever it may be.

Things are not that on-the-surface as it seems.
It'll take you true wisdom to tell.


Sometimes, people won't be able to feel or tell that whatever they've said or done somehow, had hurt someone deep in their hearts.
It could be of "don't mean it", or "you seriously meant it".
Whatever the case, what you've said or done can't be undone anymore.


People who always say "love you!", "I love you!", etc, do they seriously meant it when they say it?
Sometimes, when it's said too often, the true meaning would have been slowly released already.
Say it, only when you truly mean it.
 

 

Just a nice video to share!
My all-time favourite! = 萧敬腾 , singing 新不了情.
 

Angels brought me here - Guy Sebastian

A very nice, touching song with great lyrics, sang by a great vocalist! :D 



 NOTE TO SELF : I'VE BEEN TRYING TO WRITE THIS POST FOR LIKE HOW MANY WEEKS ALR. HAHA.


Was talking about something with this particular close and great frend of mine. 
About, our family.

Well, family ties are something that we just cannot change.
The relationship is just there.

We are born into different 'categories' of family 'culture'.
Some of us, our family is rich, but, there isn't peace.
Some of us, our family can be just getting by, but there is peace.
Some of us, our family is getting by, and there is peace.

It could be a gain, it could be a loss; it could be a blessing, it could be a blessing in disguise.
It's just how you think it is.

We just got to be able to get through it nevertheless.

Anyway, I forgot the actual thing I wanted to say, 'cos it's just been here for so long! Haha.




Christmas Service is just so great!
Especially today.  :D 
I'm sure YZ would know what I'm talking about.

We both were just tearing seeing the people responding the altar call!
Seriously touched.
Something in me just moved me!
:D :D 
IMPACTED ME A LOT!

Prepared Shepherd's Pie with my bro and sis!
Better than last time!
It's been sooooo long since we all went into the kitchen to prepare a dish together! Haha.

Before and after baking.


We decided that we should try something different every week, when everyone of us is at home.

Anyway, there's a special ingredient in this pie 'cos I bought something special! Haha.

More to come! :D

Off to bed!
Goodnig.... Morning!

She was sent home by her teacher and 2 other CCA mates, on a wheelchair, and with clutches.
SCARE ME man.


Anyway, had a super, duper sweet dream.
That would have made me cried in real life, if such a situation does happen. HAHA.

If he's seriously like that, it's like............. :)
Haha.


Shall blog more the next time I'm back!

Was listening to this song "最后一次" online, and indeed, simple but not bad song.
Listen with your heart, and pay attention to the lyrics.



Had been having dreams that are sooooo weird, soooo sweet, and sooooooooooooo scary!!!
And, I seriously can't believe it. Hopefully it'll all be gone.


I met an elderly this afternoon at the AXS machine. He looks sooo much like my late ah gong from the back, and we actually got to interact a little (It's really a litttttle.).
Though it's just a little, I seriously think it's a nice one.
This elderly is seriously cool! - He speaks english fluently, he has creditcards, he knows how to use an AXS machine, etc!!!!
Seriously earn my respect man!!!!!!

Think he's a little younger than my ah gong bah.
Haha.
Interesting.
 

Just thinking if I should go for the Bizen camp or not.
I'm having second thoughts, after knowing that SOOOO many people from my class's not going!!!! :S
HOW SHOULD I MAKE UP MY MIND.
 

Great time with Jia Hui and Joyce for dinner.
It's been long since we spent time talking deeply. HAHA.
Well, whatever that means to other people.

I don't understand why some people just couldn't tell me the truth about something,
In the end, cheated me to something.
Wasted my time.

Seriously, I thought she was really so sincere meeting me out to catch-up for all the time we'd lost for like 2 years.
In the end, it was all a scam!!


Shall go and rest now.
Bye.

KAYA, KAYA,
BUN, BUN, BUN! :D


Having dinner with JiaHui!