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27th-Sep-2017 05:38 am - Unstoppable God, Abide, 能不能
"Unstoppable God
Let Your glory go on and on,
Impossible things
In Your name they should be done.

Nothing shall be impossible,
Your kingdom reigns unstoppable.
We'll shout Your praise forevermore,
Jesus our God unstoppable."

"I am Yours, You are mine;
My reward, my delight;
All my life I abide in You.
I'm the branch, You're the vine;
Everything I want to find;
All my life I abide in You.

You're my one desire,
You're my one desire;
Everything that I'm seeking,
Everything that I want."


At this point in time of my life, I feel there are so many things on my plate; so many things going on, but I don't have the time and effort or space to truly balance and do my best for them all.

- Children's Day saturation/outreaches:
But I couldn't do much due to work stuff plus those evening First Aid trainings right on Children's Day week! 😕

- The grant project:
Having so little time trying to finish the whole project..... 😐 (plus those 'lame' budget expenditure 😑)

- Mentor training:
With this training, confirm plus chop there will be extra work to do and present. Haha. Already not enough time for proper work, still got extra work. 😲

Well well well...............
I can't say much but just pull through all these...........

I really wanna thank God for favour at work, in public, etc.
Like having the nominations for almost all the awards for Teacher's Day celebration; it didn't matter if I win all or not, but it's already more than enough for me. (More than enough to have won two.)

Ending off,
God is the True Shepherd of all, of me, of the children under my care.

“You are My flock, the flock of My pasture; you are men, and I am your God,” says the Lord God .
Ezekiel 34:31 NKJV

Fear not, O land; Be glad and rejoice, For the Lord has done marvelous things!
Do not be afraid, you beasts of the field; For the open pastures are springing up, And the tree bears its fruit; The fig tree and the vine yield their strength.

Be glad then, you children of Zion, And rejoice in the Lord your God;
For He has given you the former rain faithfully,
And He will cause the rain to come down for you— The former rain, And the latter rain in the first month.

The threshing floors shall be full of wheat, And the vats shall overflow with new wine and oil.

“So I will restore to you the years that the swarming locust has eaten, The crawling locust, The consuming locust, And the chewing locust, My great army which I sent among you.

You shall eat in plenty and be satisfied, And praise the name of the Lord your God, Who has dealt wondrously with you;
And My people shall never be put to shame.
Then you shall know that I am in the midst of Israel: I am the Lord your God And there is no other. My people shall never be put to shame.
Joel 2:21‭-‬27 NKJV

I shall see it.
25th-Jun-2017 12:28 am - 惜别,不如惜聚。








Anyway this song from 薛之谦 is like on repeat mode - 刚刚好

装聋或者作哑 要不我先说话

我们的爱情 到这刚刚好
剩不多也不少 还能忘掉
我应该可以 把自己照顾好
我们的距离 到这刚刚好
不够我们拥抱 就挽回不了
用力爱过的人 不该计较


我们的爱情 到这刚刚好
剩不多也不少 还能忘掉天、
我应该可以 把自己照顾好
我们的距离 到这刚刚好
不够我们拥抱 就挽回不了
用力爱过的人 不该计较

再不争也不吵 不必再煎熬
你可以不用 记得我的好

趁我们还没到 天涯海角

21st-Jun-2017 02:33 am - "Keep your eyes on Me"
It's been so long since I did any blogging.
Was just reading through a little of this blog and my first blog and it was like "woooooo...... The memories......" Haha.

I guess blogging/writing is quite a good way to release and relieve thoughts, feelings, etc; and also in remembering the things you'll want to remember.

The song of this moment is "Keep your eyes on Me" - Tim McGraw and Faith Hill (movie soundtrack from The Shack).

The lyrics go:
"Ain't it just like a tear
To go and blur out everything
Ain't it just like glass
To fall and break so easily
Ain't it just like love
To leave a mark on the skin and underneath
Yeah, when the pain goes and shadows everything

Keep your eyes on me
Keep your eyes on me
When it hurts too much to see
Keep your eyes on me

Ain't it the sinner
Who gets all the grace sometimes
Ain't it the saint
Who picks up the pieces left behind
Yeah, and it's human to hurt the one
You hurt the one you love the most
And you can't find the sun

Keep your eyes on me
When you're lost in the dark
Keep your eyes on me
When the light in your heart is
Too burnt out to see
Keep your eyes on me

You swear you're all alone sometimes
Keep your eyes on me
And you can't find your way home sometimes
Keep your eyes on me
Keep your eyes on me"

The name of the Lord is a strong tower; The righteous run to it and are safe.
Proverbs 18:10 NKJV

Let my eyes and heart not be fixed on other things, but only You.
You are my strong tower,
And I am safe with You.
May I never lose my wonder.

I adore You.
It has no beginning and has no end.
It is constant.
You are the object of my affection.
Let me come face to face with You, into Your presence.
15th-Mar-2013 01:16 pm - 谁为爱活过而无憾
Just downloaded this app for blog, and was just reading through some of my previous entries at this blog. It led me to so much memories.

I would ponder on how unclear I was at those entries because I didn't want to make things that clear and open. (Haha, and now I can't remember what I was writing about/for as I read through them.)

Indeed, I would say I'm a woman of few words in terms of formal stuff, be it in both writing and speaking.

I'll 'create' that 'special space' for people to think about what I was writing about. Haha.


Currently I'm soooooo in love with this hk tvb drama -- No Regrets 巾帼枭雄之义海豪情, and of course its theme song, with such meaningful and beautiful lyrics.

Read the breakdown descriptions of the different individual episodes and I believe the show is gonna be more and more exciting!!!!!! This just spurs me up man! Haha.
(I know I'm like super late, cos this show was like first broadcasted almost close to 3 years ago!!!! Haha.)

It's been so long since I feel so much about a hk drama. Haha. But, oh well... :)


My bosses at the tuition centre just blessed me with Taka vouchers as token of appreciation for the initiatives and hardwork put in to the centre.
I was just thinking, as long as we learn to appreciate other people, letting them know how every little step taken by them, how little gestures/initiatives made by them, matter so much, and are so important; it can be such an encouragement to the recipient and it will greatly promote more of such actions for the organisation. :')

Went for late dinner cum supper with teacher liyana and Auntie Linda after classes. We talked about different issues, and it includes Nie.
Just hearing what liyana has to say about it and it already feels so scary. OMGGGGG!

*temptation temptation* Hahahaha!


Thought through about my relationships with people, and I feel that I'm such a firm person in a way, yet an indecisive/easily swayed person in another; expressive in a way yet can't expressed things out in another.

There are people I've lost in my life because of those attributes.
Once I feel that "Hey, I think we have a Veryyyyyyyyyyyyy different perspective/view/etc on this theme, and i super duper ultra disagree with it", yet I I feel I've said enough, I think I would actually step back and slowly let it go and not bother anymore. (in a sense I'm like letting the relationship go :(, which made me think "Do I even love you enough to stand by you?")

-- However, I'm always telling myself, cos I'm not the person to change you.
(But maybe... Maybe it's really because I didn't love you enough...)

I tend to be an '"avoider" when it comes to issues of the heart.
When I don't know how to bring it across properly, I would make it obvious that I'm avoiding you.
In a sense, it just cuts our r/s like that.

P.S. Maturity comes when you know how to handle all these.
2nd-Nov-2011 07:18 pm - DEJA VU. :)

So funny to be looking through all the ex-blog posts with Suaidah in class!
Remind us of our (individual) secondary school lifes, our poly life, and our own personal life.

How colourful we were in our posts, how childish the way we  wrote those posts, etc.

And coincidentally, Chloe was wearing the same shirt and bottom NOWWWWWW as what she wore during class chalet 2 years back! Amazing green, and seductive face! (Typed by SU)!


20th-Sep-2011 03:43 am - Random.
Yes, I know it's been long since I posted a new entry.

There are a few drafts that aren't posted up and I don't know how to find them from the website through phone. Hahahah!

Computer having some sort of problems, and I hope that it'd be resurrected soooon! It's happened before, and I hope it will be alright! Hahaha!

Just really thankful for the people around me, how blessed I am. :D
It's been great meeting new people, and I hope that somehow the relationships will be built up.

It takes two to clap. So, don't just think a relationship can be build up/strengthen just by the power of one party.

If you're facing something, yet you're not 'willing/able' to make a decision to help yourself out of it, then you cannot blame anyone for not supporting you. People around you have been encouraging you, and because they love you, they are at the risk of 'entering depression' together with you. They can do so much to want to help you, but the clear decision lies within yourself.

Saw this quote from someone, "You are your problem, and you are your solution." How true it is...?!

I know you may not even get to see this post, but that's just whatever I wanna say.

Anyway, this is just like a random post 'cos I feel like typing something out and look through the blog!

P.S. 和平的代价 is showing now, and I think it's a really awesome show!!!!!!

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24th-May-2011 11:29 pm - There's always something deeper;
There's something that others see, but you don't see.
There's something that you see, but others don't see.

Everyone of us will see different things, have different perspectives, different views/opinions to whatever stuffs.
Everyone of us will most likely think and feel differently as to how others may think and feel.

It is never easy to see things from someone else's perspective, yet, if you put in the effort, i think it is possible to see still.

But, what I really wanna say is about 'judging'.
We shouldn't judge someone just because of what you hear, or what you see.
This is because you'll never know what that someone is going through/facing.

There's always something deeper. Don't just look at the top part.


But yet, as humans, we always say "Seeing is believing", but to me, yes, it is true to a certain extent. But oh well.......
It takes feelings, understanding, interpretation, discernment, etc to really be able to understand all these.

Sometimes, people share just a part of a story, not letting you know everything. Or maybe even the person sharing it with you don't even really know what's the whole truth.
Do we look at all these with half-hearted belief? Or do you truly want to believe everything that's said? 
But, with half-hearted belief, we're gonna live such a miserable life, because there's no someone or 'something' that you can fully trust....?

Anw, to cut everything short, i think these 2 guys are super cool, super talented, and super interesting! 
I think they are like ...... WOW.

Just look from 2:00 onwards, the front part just him talking.


23rd-May-2011 12:06 am - See the light?
(Okay, this is like a draft since don't know how long ago already. But i still wanna continue it!)

This has been bothering me for a period of time already. 
Knowing the truth has caused so much disappointment and worries and whatever. 

The sermon just now during the Family Service just hit me even more. 

Yes, the love of a father is great. To reduce the burdens of his kids, he cleared everything off. He worked sooooooo hard to clear it all away. 

But yet, because of one of  the his kids' 'immaturity', the father sort of lost everything, and what that kid did even caused additional problems to the family. His wife may even bring the child and go somewhere else. 
Then what will happen to this family?

No doubt that 'kid' was someone I admired and really respected, but now, whatever he's doing now, I really feel that it's such a...... disappointment?
He showers us, his ........................ with so much love, yet to his most immediate family, what has he been doing?
What has he been thinking? What are his priorities now? 

Maybe he's lost all hope to life.
Maybe he's lost all goals in living.
Maybe he's just lost all direction in life; not knowing what he wants.
Maybe he's just got to see the light.
24th-Mar-2011 03:17 pm - the power of a smile;
(I've been wanting to post about this, but didn't really get it started! It somehow hit on me so greatly!)

What does a smile mean to you?
Is it something for you to do, because you are told to do so? it something meant to express 'something'?

According to dictionary.com, the definitions of 'smile' are as follows:
- verb (used without object) 1. to look pleased, amused, etc.
- noun 2. smiling facial expression

And for 'smile at', it means:
- verb phrase 1. to regard with pleasure or amusement, as with a smile
- 2. to regard with mild derision

However, to me, a smile is a really powerful thing!
It can be such an encouraging force to someone that it lifts the spirit and mood up!
Sometimes it can just be something that is so positive to someone!

It hit on me so greatly because of 2 persons, a domestic helper, and a child.
A domestic helper has to leave her country to come to work in another foreign land. Just imagine being away from your family, hometown and country for a long period of time. Sometimes, a smile of friendliness and openness can bring such great joy to them.

How about towards a kid?
Yes, a kid may not experience so much things/whatsoever. But it is the trueness and pureness in them that is just so....... real(?). 
But, it was the smile of the kid that encouraged me, and lifted my spirit up! 

(These two above situations came upon me on the same day.)

In addition, even just now, when I was buying my lunch, this guy who just finished buying and was leaving, just smiled at me, I could feel that kind of light-hearted joy and friendliness. At first I was still thinking if I knew him or not, was he someone I forgotten, but then I realised, he's just being very friendly!

Seriously, to me, I feel that no matter how hard life is for you, i just wanna encourage you to smile, to laugh, to be positive, because there's no point in being negative, and dwelling in self-pity, because doing these will just bring everything down.
A smile, a laugh can not only just encourage yourself, but also others! 

Remember, someone can be so impacted by your smile today, that their lives may just change because your smile has touched their hearts!

22nd-Mar-2011 04:06 pm - my first and last;
The first expo service was my first time stepping into church. It was where I have known Christ, and where I have grown up.
It had been an awesome 5 years. Thank you very much.

Although I'll have to leave the east (Expo) to go to the town area (SUNTEC!!), i'm really excited for it! 
I'll be looking forward to so much more things! :D 
New place, new breakthroughs! 
Greater things have yet to come! 

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